Thanksgiving 2010

So today is the official Thanksgiving, but due to Jason's (&%$#@ up schedule, we are having our dinner tomorrow and I am happy that he will get Sat. and Sun off. Considering he has been on 7 consecutive days of night shift and I think his last day off was about 17 days ago? Not sure on that, the days just run together and we miss him so much. I really never thought this was going to be so hard and so lonely....

It's midnight, I am so tired and yet I cannot sleep because I hate being alone. I miss our Families so much. We are missing out on so much and that makes me so sad.

I am thankful that 3 people called us today. I am thankful I have amazing, healthy baby girls to fill my days with laughter and fun. I am thankful I have a husband who loves us and provides for us through a ton of sacrifice. I am thankful I have the strongest most amazing Mother who is always there when I am down or up to offer her strength, wisdom and love. I am thankful that I have a huge family that I love very much. I am thankful that I am healthy. I am thankful for terrific friendships we have made along the way. I am thankful to have a warm home and food when I know so many people are struggling right now. I am thankful for so much.....